What if?

I've stopped to think and wonder
What if it had happened like that?
But it's worthless I learned that
In this world full of shame

Mary, I ask you one thing
What if he hadn't died?
What if that guy hadn't killed him?
His bestfriend's father
You would've been at my house the next day
We would've been playing piano all day long
Nonstop, songs coming out of our hands
We would've shared that moment together
We would still be friends
Today...

Everyday I stop to wonder
What if it had happened like that?
But it's worthless I learned that
Cuz I've lost a lifetime in worries

Noul I regret one thing,
The thing that could've made us both happy.
What if I had said yes
To that question you asked and I took as a joke?
Now only God and you know the truth about that.
If I had said 'yes'
The girls would've never said those lies
Which to this day stand.

Everyday I stop to wonder
What if it hadn't happened like that?
But it's worthless I learned that
Cuz I've lost a lifetime in worries

I've stopped to think
I've stopped to think
But I only cry and everyone around me does too
I've already died... a broken heart in my hands...