new song played on VIOLIN!!

this new song is actually describing the worst thing I'm going through right now... actually in my entire life... ironically its the first song i play using violin so itslike my debut...

Chemotherapy

Finally I dare to ask if I can leave

Your approval means so much to me

Oh please, oh please

May I rest?

This won't put our friendship to the test

After all you've done your best

To not cry

It burns, it burns inside my veins

Still I feel it, taking power over me

Dunno how to stop the pain

After chemotherapy

I'm daring to sing one last song before I go

I know you're thinking now seconds aren't that slow

And you're appreciating what I'm gonna leave behind

I guess the only thing we won't have is the time

And see how this brings me down to my knees

I got one last chance to be

What I always saw in my dreams

But there was no chemotherapy

There's no turning back from all the things I've done

Yeah I know

And now the day has come when I won't see the sun

But you don't know

But you won't know

When I go

So please, just stay with me as I die

Now I'm really running out of time

Chemotherapy

Please don't run out when you cry

I already know it won't be fine

It was all meant to be.