Laughing Gas + Funeral = Me

ah my heart a very complicated organ... and my feelings... well they come from my liver...

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

new song played on VIOLIN!!

this new song is actually describing the worst thing I'm going through right now... actually in my entire life... ironically its the first song i play using violin so itslike my debut...



Chemotherapy
Finally I dare to ask if I can leave
Your approval means so much to me
Oh please, oh please
May I rest?
This won't put our friendship to the test
After all you've done your best
To not cry
It burns, it burns inside my veins
Still I feel it, taking power over me
Dunno how to stop the pain
After chemotherapy
I'm daring to sing one last song before I go
I know you're thinking now seconds aren't that slow
And you're appreciating what I'm gonna leave behind
I guess the only thing we won't have is the time
And see how this brings me down to my knees
I got one last chance to be
What I always saw in my dreams
But there was no chemotherapy
There's no turning back from all the things I've done
Yeah I know
And now the day has come when I won't see the sun
But you don't know
But you won't know
When I go
So please, just stay with me as I die
Now I'm really running out of time
Chemotherapy
Please don't run out when you cry
I already know it won't be fine
It was all meant to be.